New year eve

Goodbye '08, Hello '09.
I spent my last few minutes of '08 waiting for shuling at her bus stop (which is what-a-waste). haha. Heading off to 24Hr mac to chill.
Where am i, what do i do at this time 12months ago? I'm over at tampines with jocelyn, i'm crying.... after an arguement with Kermise.

Had a flashback.... A-last-minute-work
I'm in town shopping like mad, rushing from one place to another place with shuling just to get our new-year-clothes right. -It always never failed to make us felt like only yesterday... &Yet it already '09 now.

It's my last day also Dawn's last day at spa-furama.

He'll be booking in to army ( a place where turned boys to men ) really soon. I bet everybody is gonna miss him for sure ya. Takecare!

Whereas for me, i'm enrolling into chec to get my private Os done.

Aha

Back home early, doing nothing. Just staring into the computer screen in daze. Had this song kept playing and playing over and over again. It goes like this.......

who are you now? Are you still the same, think you changed somehow. What do you do at this very moment when i think of you?

Keep me going ya, baby

Searching high and low for a book called 'twilight'. Been to couples of popular and bookstore finally the book is now in my hand. Edward Cullen (the male lead) simply got me over the heels. The book kept me on going, without be able to put it down.
Mom's screaming high as if she's gonna throw her lungs out at me when i walk about with only a towel wrapping round me in the house.

Christmas-Jesus is born

Christmas just bid goodbye, leaving the cold quiet town for the worker to clear up the mess. Here am i in town with kermise to spent the last few moments of christmas together.

Sweet love

Fall for you.

You're cool & i love it

I thought i'm gonna crumple & fell onto the ground as if thousands of elephant just raced over me when i saw what-a-wonderful-hairdo my girlfriend have. It's damn bloody cool i swear. Yet i will never have the guts to do it.



(:

Funny yet interesting

I'm trying to type something out.
Trying to force something out of my brain.
I'm trying hard to find the right word to express how i feel exactly.
I feel something weird yet i unable to describle what is it thats weird.

What the hell is wrong with me?

Be without

For goodness sake, i lost my phone.
Tho it felt weird when i wanna text i can't. But i'm kinda like it that nobody's able to find me when they want to.
I'm gonna start thinking......start thinking which are the phone i can set my eyes on.

Loved

Hi Joanne, finally you're married! Have a blessed marriage ahead. You're damn gorgeous that night i promised! It's good & healthy to chill out with ex-colleague. Talking back to the old good days...

I had my pedicure done! I'm freaking love it so much, credits to shan.
French nails are the sex.

I'm enrolling into chec on the 12Jan'09. Hello school!

This is called 'cool'

I have a new desire. &Is to head to bintan for a 2day 1night holiday on the 31thDec &1Jan09.
A flash forward :

Imagine myself and some lovely friends checking in to the beautiful hotel, change into our bikini (MAYBE???) for sun-tanning or perhaps go for a relaxing massage in some wonderful spa that i know. Take a stroll, appreciating the smooth breeze beautiful scenery i can find. Lastly hooking into some cool pub for some nice chilling drinks & start counting down!

What a nice plan.
*Stanley asked me to slowly dream la hor. Dream all i want. HAHA

Peek a boooooooooo

Let me recap of the fun i had during my birthday with shuling & pris. The two wonderful girls that make my day.

I have no idea why she's so happy either.

She's mine, &i love her man! Oh yea, please ignore the uncle in the picture.

I think he shouldn't even be there in the first place. hahaha.

Pris, the girl with the barbie doll look.

Darren (My best-boy-friend),

I know you're feeling weak, &when you feel weak you wanna give up.

Then you'll have to find the inner you.

Find that inner strength to pull that shit outta you.

You'll be alright(:

I'm always just a phone call away........

weeeee

I love this photo, i don't know why.

&I wanna say, stanley you are the best la.

Sometimes it's easy to forget!

I'm cutting straight to the chase.
It's really an brutal act. I have a flashback.

On my way back home on the train with Asmine & zattyboo. Both zattyboo and i are so engrossed in our own books whereas i don't know what Asmine is doing. But all i know is both me and asmine had the same reaction upon seeing the indian uncle who's standing right in front of zattyboo dropped his row of fake teeths on the floor. I immediately turned to Asmine and just can't resist myself from laughing while my inner voice kept telling me to 'relax, close your jaw continue reading your books.'

I can't, it's hilarious. Really funny that almost freak me out. It's really bad, i'm sorry. HAHAHAHA.



Baby, you have to get well real soon. It's sad to see you so badly ill. I miss going picnic with you!

Bye people, i gotta wake up early tomorrow morning & bring her to the vet.
&Suddenly i felt it's time to shut the revolving door of losers and hold out for something better.

God bless

My smiley-smelly yet irritating & cute dog is ill. I'm super duper worried :(

Get well soon baby. I love you more than anyone else.

ABCDEFG

I have definitely found a new interesting way to celebrate my birthday.
My plan for sun-tanning went down the drain.
I picked up a good book called 'Remind me again why i need a men-sometimes it's easy to forget.' from Kinokuniya.

&Lastly, i really really wanna have this hair style!

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Goodnight peeps! (:

Love is not love when love is not you.

Ohmygod, this is so cute isn't it? I'm not gonna say the baby is so cute but the puppies are so damn sweet & cute. I wish i have one.

Feeling somehow......blue

Feeling rather blue today. Trying to think of something that might cheer my day. Looking at my 'hippo' (the toy i got from macdonal happy meal). I still find it as cute as ever.

Realised i haven't blog about meeting up with the k. Haven't blog about the fun, the joy we had. So i decided to talk about it now.

Haji lane will never be missed out when we go bugis. Hooked onto some bar, ordered some cool chilling drinks, started cam-whoring... never forgetting i missed you, the stupid ssm, for the whole bloody night.

Byebyebye, goodnight people!

Imissyou.

Take a break

A day to be wasted. I excused myself from work today. Initially plan was to mug for my entry test tomorrow. Yet i spent half of the day in polyclinic waiting to get consulted, make payment...... blah blah blah.

A busy week waiting for me to finish it.

20th Nov - Entry test & probably meet up with one of my girlfriend.

21th Nov - Colour my hair (Like finally), &a farewell supper for my manager.

22th Nov - Meeting up with Asmine for the church activities.

I'm going back to my books. &Before i go, i wanna say i meet up with Shuling. Loveya babe(:

Wish me well for the entry test tomorrow!!!

The old diary

Searching through my old books and this note fell out of the page, landed on my feet. Amazed by what i saw, question like 'Did i eva wrote that?' kept running through my mind. &This is what i wrote,

I prepared myself to move on. Stepping out of the nightmare that bothers me for almost a year.
'(z)' have been my sweet scary nightmare. When i used to think i liked him alot. That if there's anything i can do just to make him turn back, save the situation, make it for the better. I will just go for it without having a second thought. -All was impossible.
I will always remember how i shivered upon bumping into him on bus on the way to work. Always felt like the first time i see him.
&I realized it now i'm wasting my own sweet time..

I find it so cute so funny to read back some small little notes that i wrote in the past with different kind of feel whereby situation are different now. It totally felt like you just took out your primary school diary to read. It's really fun, try it! (:

Click the button & start taking shots

Back from work & dropped dead on the bed. &Like finally i've finished the photo shooting that have dragged for days. I hope the photos will turn out nice.

Had 3pieces of pizza for dinner. It always seems not full enough for me.
Nothing to do and i'm lazy to work on my maths, took out my camara & started taking photos here and there.







Dear- Did you sneezed today?

Me- Lol, no. why?

Dear- Walao, i miss you so much you nv sneezed? :(

hahahaha, so sweet of you.

Loveya.

Byebye, i'm off to update your blog. hehe (:

All that love

I miss you dear.

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O'tilia, please start working hard for your entry test!!!

It's good & healthy

It have been really awesome to meet up with her. She will never failed to make my day. So i guess after i quitted my job, i'll have more time with her since san is away in the army. (:

My week had been busy eva since the lifeless schedule came up. Gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow for some photo shooting thingy & rush off for tuition after work immediately. A one month break would be best for me before i start working hard next year for my Os.

Changing for the better

Just hope all things turn out well.
May god bless me. Amen

yes yes for a change

I'm a little sick of livejournal. So i decided blogger for pubilc post & livejournal for private post yeah.
Haven't been online for long. Many things i that i wanna blog about...
Night safari was fun with dear. Tho the ticket wasn't cheap at all but rather worth it yeah. (:

Will be going for to chec for registration tomorrow. Was told that gotta go for the 2year course instead the 1year course due to the weak founation i have. &Haven't been in touch with books for 2year. School fees are more than what i expected, it really not the time to be broke. Start saving up soon, tilia!
And i haven't got myself prepared for the mock test. Shit. God bless me!