The old diary

Searching through my old books and this note fell out of the page, landed on my feet. Amazed by what i saw, question like 'Did i eva wrote that?' kept running through my mind. &This is what i wrote,

I prepared myself to move on. Stepping out of the nightmare that bothers me for almost a year.
'(z)' have been my sweet scary nightmare. When i used to think i liked him alot. That if there's anything i can do just to make him turn back, save the situation, make it for the better. I will just go for it without having a second thought. -All was impossible.
I will always remember how i shivered upon bumping into him on bus on the way to work. Always felt like the first time i see him.
&I realized it now i'm wasting my own sweet time..

I find it so cute so funny to read back some small little notes that i wrote in the past with different kind of feel whereby situation are different now. It totally felt like you just took out your primary school diary to read. It's really fun, try it! (: